I have returned from Cornwall and had the most amazing time of my life! I am seriously considering moving there in a couple of years.
However, I came home to find that my suspicions about my boyfriend were true. He had in fact cheated on me and has continued to talk to the girl telling her how he loves her and vice versa.
As a result, me and my boyfriend sat down and both decided that it was best if we didn't stay together.
We split up on the day of our 3 year anniversary, I can't even describe how that feels.
I have never been so heartbroken, I don't really know how I'm going to cope.
I have been crying for days and haven't really eaten much.
Part of me hopes that he will realise what we had before was perfect and come running back to me like you see in the movies. But who am I kidding, this is real life and things in movies don't ever happen in real life.
I am angry at myself for not appreciating what I had and how lucky I was to experience a relationship as wonderful as that.
So if anyone out there is reading this, please don't make the same mistake as me live each day as if it were your last.
Ooh, bad times. I know how it feels to lose someone after a considerable length of time. I guess there's not a lot I can say to make you feel better. It will probably feel horrible for a while but you have to remember that it was for the best and that eventually things will turn out OK. I really did go through a bad patch a little while back but hey I'm fine now. So have some fun before you go back college or whatever and get on with your life. I'll shut up now. Just remember that there will always be someone that cares about you, whether it be friends, family or complete strangers. Hope your OK :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for that comment, it really put a smile on my face :)
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, dear. :'( I can only imagine how you're feeling, but ... you'll definitely feel better in a while. Life isn't fair sometimes. But there are still people who love you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I know that I can't comfort people. :S Sorry...
I really really hope you're going to be alright soon!
Love, Cay