In my last post, I sent you a link to my Tumblr account.
Today, I'm sending you a link to my Benettons Casting profile.
You lucky things!
No, I'm joking, but I would appreciate it if you take a little look :)
I need all the support I can get!
http://casting.benetton.com/profile/1236213-lizzieroberts
I hope you all had a wonderful valentines day, whether you spent it with a special someone, your friends or your family.
Wednesday, 16 February 2011
Monday, 14 February 2011
Tumblr.
Just thought I would mention that I have made a tumblr account. I have found the most inspiring people on there, and I am determined to eventually be as cool as them.
If you feel like being nosey and taking a look, here's the link...
http://musicfashionindividuality.tumblr.com/
If you feel like being nosey and taking a look, here's the link...
http://musicfashionindividuality.tumblr.com/
Sorry guys!
It's been absolutely agessssss since I last posted on my blog!
So much has happened I don't know where to start.
I might as well start with my relationship status. As you all knew from my posts back in the summer, me and my boyfriend had been going through a rough patch. It seemed to get better for about a month and then unfortunately we just couldn't seem to hold it together. We decided to end it on our 3 year anniversary, but got back together soon after. I thought maybe that we would get stronger after the break up. It didn't happen. After that, we was constantly arguing and our relationship was very much on off.
It's now February and we've been apart for 3 weeks.
Although I loved him, I decided to end it not only because of the arguing, but because I have changed dramatically as a person since I published my last post. I began to clash with him; he's very much controlling whilst I'm very laid back. Our interests began to clash, too. I appreciate art and photography and have a very carefree attitude towards life, whereas he became very money orientated and designer labels were everything to him.
We still talk, but our conversations mostly consist of him asking if I can get back with him, and me replying, 'Not now, but you never know in the future'. I know it's a terrible answer to give but I just don't know how to respond to that.
If anyone of you have been through, or are going through, a similar thing then feel free to comment.
So much has happened I don't know where to start.
I might as well start with my relationship status. As you all knew from my posts back in the summer, me and my boyfriend had been going through a rough patch. It seemed to get better for about a month and then unfortunately we just couldn't seem to hold it together. We decided to end it on our 3 year anniversary, but got back together soon after. I thought maybe that we would get stronger after the break up. It didn't happen. After that, we was constantly arguing and our relationship was very much on off.
It's now February and we've been apart for 3 weeks.
Although I loved him, I decided to end it not only because of the arguing, but because I have changed dramatically as a person since I published my last post. I began to clash with him; he's very much controlling whilst I'm very laid back. Our interests began to clash, too. I appreciate art and photography and have a very carefree attitude towards life, whereas he became very money orientated and designer labels were everything to him.
We still talk, but our conversations mostly consist of him asking if I can get back with him, and me replying, 'Not now, but you never know in the future'. I know it's a terrible answer to give but I just don't know how to respond to that.
If anyone of you have been through, or are going through, a similar thing then feel free to comment.
Tuesday, 24 August 2010
The Making Or Breaking Of The Rest Of My Life
Only a short post this afternoon as not much has happened in my life that would keep you followers entertained.
As you may have seen or heard, today is the day that school leavers find out their GCSE results.
I happen to be one of them school leavers, and that small brown envelope contained the answer as to whether my life would be worth living or not.
I have to say, my grades aren't that bad. But still not what I had hoped for. I guess I'm being a little hard on myself, there was just such high expectations.
At the end of the day, a pass is a pass and I've managed to get myself into 6th Form so it's not that bad.
Now I just have to wait for the 2nd of September so I can enroll.
Thats all for now, everyone.
Bye :)
As you may have seen or heard, today is the day that school leavers find out their GCSE results.
I happen to be one of them school leavers, and that small brown envelope contained the answer as to whether my life would be worth living or not.
I have to say, my grades aren't that bad. But still not what I had hoped for. I guess I'm being a little hard on myself, there was just such high expectations.
At the end of the day, a pass is a pass and I've managed to get myself into 6th Form so it's not that bad.
Now I just have to wait for the 2nd of September so I can enroll.
Thats all for now, everyone.
Bye :)
Sunday, 22 August 2010
Tears, Heartbreak and Wishful Thinking.
I have returned from Cornwall and had the most amazing time of my life! I am seriously considering moving there in a couple of years.
However, I came home to find that my suspicions about my boyfriend were true. He had in fact cheated on me and has continued to talk to the girl telling her how he loves her and vice versa.
As a result, me and my boyfriend sat down and both decided that it was best if we didn't stay together.
We split up on the day of our 3 year anniversary, I can't even describe how that feels.
I have never been so heartbroken, I don't really know how I'm going to cope.
I have been crying for days and haven't really eaten much.
Part of me hopes that he will realise what we had before was perfect and come running back to me like you see in the movies. But who am I kidding, this is real life and things in movies don't ever happen in real life.
I am angry at myself for not appreciating what I had and how lucky I was to experience a relationship as wonderful as that.
So if anyone out there is reading this, please don't make the same mistake as me live each day as if it were your last.
However, I came home to find that my suspicions about my boyfriend were true. He had in fact cheated on me and has continued to talk to the girl telling her how he loves her and vice versa.
As a result, me and my boyfriend sat down and both decided that it was best if we didn't stay together.
We split up on the day of our 3 year anniversary, I can't even describe how that feels.
I have never been so heartbroken, I don't really know how I'm going to cope.
I have been crying for days and haven't really eaten much.
Part of me hopes that he will realise what we had before was perfect and come running back to me like you see in the movies. But who am I kidding, this is real life and things in movies don't ever happen in real life.
I am angry at myself for not appreciating what I had and how lucky I was to experience a relationship as wonderful as that.
So if anyone out there is reading this, please don't make the same mistake as me live each day as if it were your last.
Saturday, 14 August 2010
He loves me, he loves me not?
So, I'm off to Cornwall in the early hours of tomorrow morning which is utterly exciting! :)
I'm so glad that the time has finally come, I've been in need of a break so bad.
You see, my boyfriend has been in Portugal for 2 weeks, and now he's a different person.
I don't even know if I'm with him anymore, to be honest. He's met a French girl out there and they seem to be spending all the time they can together.
He's humiliated me beyond belief, because he's gone on a family holiday so all his family know what he's been up to. So when I go and see him when he comes home, they will all be sitting there looking at me thinking, 'I know what he's been doing'.
When he actually does bother to contact me all he talks about is this girl.
And yes, I am jealous. She is beautiful and thin, and I'm not particularly great looking and I have big wobbly thighs.
He's been watching her prance round in her bikini looking amazing, how is that supposed to make me feel?
I told him that I'm jealous of her and his response was, 'So I guess that means I can't go and visit her in France then?'
NO YOU CAN'T! What sort of a question is that?!
Next week me and my boyfriend would have been together for 3 years and we was going great until he went away. Now everything's changed and I don't even know where I am with him.
We know each others passwords for everything because we trust each other, and last night he changed his Facebook password. Now, for us this is a big deal. Usually, we wouldn't even think about doing such a thing, so what has he got to hide?
So, this made me change his password back, and he's changed the password again. So, I changed it back and then he changed it AGAIN. So I changed it back. He will probably change it again while I'm away in Cornwall.
I don't know what he's playing at but it's quite clear he doesn't want me finding something out, and perhaps doesn't want to be with me anymore. I know I mentioned it earlier, but we was perfect together. Absolutely perfect. I don't understand how it could go so wrong.
He needs to sort his priorities out.
I've been in a right state, I thought I would have to call the ambulance last night as my heart was pounding and racing, my breathing was difficult, I was dizzy and shaking.
I really don't know what to do, I'm not coping very well.
This trip to Cornwall will hopefully do me good and take my mind off things.
I don't know if I should ignore his calls and texts when he gets home from Portugal, or if this could make things worse. He might think, 'She doesn't want to know me anymore so I can find someone else'.
I want my boyfriend back, I don't know whats happened to him :(
I'm so glad that the time has finally come, I've been in need of a break so bad.
You see, my boyfriend has been in Portugal for 2 weeks, and now he's a different person.
I don't even know if I'm with him anymore, to be honest. He's met a French girl out there and they seem to be spending all the time they can together.
He's humiliated me beyond belief, because he's gone on a family holiday so all his family know what he's been up to. So when I go and see him when he comes home, they will all be sitting there looking at me thinking, 'I know what he's been doing'.
When he actually does bother to contact me all he talks about is this girl.
And yes, I am jealous. She is beautiful and thin, and I'm not particularly great looking and I have big wobbly thighs.
He's been watching her prance round in her bikini looking amazing, how is that supposed to make me feel?
I told him that I'm jealous of her and his response was, 'So I guess that means I can't go and visit her in France then?'
NO YOU CAN'T! What sort of a question is that?!
Next week me and my boyfriend would have been together for 3 years and we was going great until he went away. Now everything's changed and I don't even know where I am with him.
We know each others passwords for everything because we trust each other, and last night he changed his Facebook password. Now, for us this is a big deal. Usually, we wouldn't even think about doing such a thing, so what has he got to hide?
So, this made me change his password back, and he's changed the password again. So, I changed it back and then he changed it AGAIN. So I changed it back. He will probably change it again while I'm away in Cornwall.
I don't know what he's playing at but it's quite clear he doesn't want me finding something out, and perhaps doesn't want to be with me anymore. I know I mentioned it earlier, but we was perfect together. Absolutely perfect. I don't understand how it could go so wrong.
He needs to sort his priorities out.
I've been in a right state, I thought I would have to call the ambulance last night as my heart was pounding and racing, my breathing was difficult, I was dizzy and shaking.
I really don't know what to do, I'm not coping very well.
This trip to Cornwall will hopefully do me good and take my mind off things.
I don't know if I should ignore his calls and texts when he gets home from Portugal, or if this could make things worse. He might think, 'She doesn't want to know me anymore so I can find someone else'.
I want my boyfriend back, I don't know whats happened to him :(
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
Tattoo Help Needed!
I understand that tattoos are for life and I have done a lot of thinking on the subject and have decided that I really do want some.
I have two options for my first tattoo, the first option being my name (Elizabeth) and its meaning (promise of God/God's promise) in Hebrew writing as my name is Hebrew. Below is a picture of the tattoo. I would like this tattoo to go up my side.
The second option is the words 'Vivere Memento' which means remember to live in Latin. I would like this to go across my right wrist.
If anyone has any idea on how much these tattoos would cost then PLEASE get in touch!!
Any other comments are welcome :)
Damn Technology
You have probably noticed that I haven't done a new post in a while. This is down to the fact that my laptop decided it didn't like me anymore and died on me. However, my auntie's boyfriend happens to work with computers for a living so he managed to fix it for me which I am so grateful for!
For the past couple of weeks I have been as bored as hell as my boyfriend is on holiday and my friends are doing their own thing, and to top it off I had no laptop!
Having no laptop got me thinking, and I have come to the conclusion that we rely too much on technology to keep us entertained these days. Whatever happened to reading books and appreciating them?
Anyway, I'm going to do another post in a few minutes about tattoos, so if anyone is a tattoo artist or knows one that can help me and answer a few questions, please get in touch!
Bye :) x
For the past couple of weeks I have been as bored as hell as my boyfriend is on holiday and my friends are doing their own thing, and to top it off I had no laptop!
Having no laptop got me thinking, and I have come to the conclusion that we rely too much on technology to keep us entertained these days. Whatever happened to reading books and appreciating them?
Anyway, I'm going to do another post in a few minutes about tattoos, so if anyone is a tattoo artist or knows one that can help me and answer a few questions, please get in touch!
Bye :) x
Wednesday, 28 July 2010
Boredom and My New Found Love for the IT Crowd
Wow, what a long time it's been since I published my last post.
You would think that I've been out places doing amazing things with no time to write a new post, but no.
I've simply been living the life of a slob. Waking up in the late afternoon, eating and then sleeping again. That has been my life for the past couple of weeks. And boy has it sucked. I've never been so bored!
But thankfully, I was introduced to the IT Crowd, a hilarious comedy on Channel 4. I've been working my way through each episode in order of series and the boredom sure has backed off. I recommend anyone and everyone to watch the IT Crowd on 4od (the website where you can watch programmes you missed from Channel 4)!
I'm off to get something to eat now but hopefully I will be back on later to give you a few updates of what's been happening in my life.
Bye :) x
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